hi im am so afraid, i have been out of work due to illnesses for about a year. during the past 3 years my husband was severlt ill, major heart damage along with other severe medical issues. i have filed for ssd but have been denied 2 times. i dont understand how that can happen but it did. i miss my job very much i worked full time in nursing homes for many many years. i would love to go back, i wish i was well enough to do that.

last month my husband passed away. i miss him so.

he had our only income- which was not much, but we were grateful for it. it mainly paid forour cobra health insurance, which we really needed. and drs which we eack went to several times a week, and our medicine. we got very behind on our mortgae. i am in forclosure now and am so afraid. i believe the next step with social security i will win, i need to find help til i get it. also i had no money for my husband funeral, many told me dont have one, but i could not do that. i felt that was disrespectful towards him. i needed to hhonor him. i only had it for one day, but the cost for everything is so high, the casket, cemetary etc  etc i owe approx 10,000 for it.

please if anyone has any ideas on how i can find help please let me know. thank you so much. lost and widowed